Wednesday, 21 February 2007
-08:33
Girl: Give it to me.
Guy: What?
Girl: My heart, give it to me.
Guy: But I'm not done with it.
Girl: But you broke it, now I have to glue it back together. I'd let you glue it back together, but obviously you don't know how to handle someone’s heart. So I'll just take it back now.
Cool eh..
No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have different loves in our life, I still can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.
I lazy to blog le. And I know that the past tense of eat is ATE.
Song of the day
I Think God Can Explain-Splendor
There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
Chorus:
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry
Repeat Chorus
I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
Repeat Chorus
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
Monday, 19 February 2007
-09:52
Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of her on the street....just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect. For that split second that you've locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say 'make this last forever, only and just this moment forever and ever'. But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss her, how much you still love her...and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can't make someone love you…..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!
Dong dong dong chiang!
I hereby wish everybody a happy Chinese new year. As for angpaos, u can wait long long.
I think I never blog for very long le, but that’s because I in Malaysia ma. HAH. That’s just a bullshit excuse. I just lazy to blog. Haha
So I shall start on
Friday 16 feb
I woke up today and planned to go back to TK go see the Chinese new year concert ma. So I go call jian, cause I know he confirm sleeping 1, and I was correct. So as usual we were late la, but nevermind la, the concert was not that fantastic anyway la, so I think we were quite lucky to miss the first part. Unluckily for us, we still kenna must hear the princess of act-cutes, the i-dunno-wads-her-name-the-chinese-teacher who sing the song with the boy playing guitar. She sing so high, until I cannot hear. Like that sing for wad. Afterward the counsellor come and give orange. Hahah. Then we both ask for 1 packet, surprisingly ah, they got give. Must be Jians charm at work.. hehehe.
Then afterthat play soccer, quite fun ba.
In the afternoon go home then must get ready to go to Malaysia. Go home then chiong around to look for clothes and stuff to bring. In the end left abt 4 plus like that. Drove all the way to KL, reached my uncles house at bout 930[atnight]. Eated some hor fun, but was not fun at all.
Saturday 17 feb
Woke up super early to try to beat the jam to penang. But sadly the try is good, but still kenna must wait in the jam there. Sian. Sit the car 2 hours nia, only go until Rawang, which is this town on the outskirts of KL. Go there to eat WAN TON MEE by the roadside. After that feeling warm and toasty from the tea c. go back to the car sit. But when we go back to the highway, still go jam. So just sit in the car and stone lor. Then somemore raining. Look out of the window also see blur blur thing. I took out the eragon book and read. In the end I finish the book also haven reach yet. It took 8 plus hours to reach JURU, the place where my grandma stays. Along the way, we passed a reststop. Power man, the car like park until 1 km out from the actuall reststop. I bet the toilet must be chao ka ai si [smelly until can die]. So in the end never stop there, tahan[tolerate] abit 30 km later then stop. Normally the journey take abt 3 to 4 hours, this time take 8 power.
Go there and eat lunch, very very late lunch. I tell you man the kway teow soup super power. The soup is clear soup made by putting red date in the water and boil. It taste like water. All the topping is vegetarian. Even the fishcake also fake 1, like got the taste but dun have the taste. Go even fake lard. Whahaha. Power
In the evening the whole family gathered for reunion dinner. The dinner also vegetarian 1. they got replacement for everything la. Fake pig kidney, fake small fish, fake fish cake, fake chicken, fake duck. Sadly to say they taste like the real deal.
Sunday 18 feb
Today is the collect angpao day. So everyone come my grandma house to visit. No need to go visit also can get angpao. Powerful man. I think if I stay there longer my Cantonese can sure improve 1. everyone like talking dunno wad dialect. But mostly is talking and asking how tall am i. wAHAHAHAH :]
There got all the touching advertisement on tV by petronas. Ahah. Saddening man. Serious. Also got all the lame movies. Lunch and dinner was also vegetarian.
Monday 19 feb
Woke up early today to chong all the way home to Singapore. Wake up like 730, say goodbye to everybody and off we went. Today I also realised that the food at swensens suck. I also dunno why. At night went to chong at Gabby godsis house.had fun there. Ahaha
Song of the Day
Have You Ever- Brandy
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything uh to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
Do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to you
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get to you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep
Saturday, 10 February 2007
-12:12
Guys like a challenge. Especially when it comes to girls. They love the chase. They find the girl that is so out of their reach that they know there is no possible way that they will have her, yet they still try. Many times, they're like hamsters on a hamster wheel, going around and around trying to reach something...when there's never actually anything there for them to reach. It's really sad though. They play love like it's just a game of cat and mouse, when love should never be a game. What I don't understand is why those guys never go for the girl that is already there. That girl that sticks beside them and tells them to go for it, when deep down they are crying inside because they love that boy with every part of their existence. And so often that girl gets up the nerve to tell the boy how she feels...only to get a 'that's sweet' or a 'wow, you're making me blush'. Now you may think this girl is fool...but truthfully she has more balls than that guy that just broke her heart. And though she's dying inside, she stays beside him, trying her hardest to make him happy. And that boy just brushes off those words like they were nothing and tries to find another challenge.
Ok after the long absence from blogging, I think no one also miss me, so never mind.
On Friday was the release of the o level results. Went to sch dressed in the uniform for the last time ever. Walked around the place where I spent 4 years of my life, making new friends, getting scolding from teachers, standing outside class, playing soccer and all the nonsense. Finally the time came for us to enter the hall and listen to the dreaded talk before the results were finally released to us. The agonising wait lasted the duration of about 35 minutes, it certainly didn’t feel like 35 minutes, it felt like it was the longest time in my life. Though not as long as the wait for the bus, to go home, at a certain moment a certain 1 year plus years ago. It felt like eternity.
The new principal announced the top scorers, with the usual suspects claiming the topspots. According to the P, our batch did better than the previous 1. I was sitting next to the Umesh who apparently got 7 A1. makin me feel stupid.
I walked up to the table and mdm ong handed me the results. I never see at first, super scared la, then I took a peek and see quite a few a’s so not scared liao, then I see I got 5 a’s, not that bad la.
My L1 R5 kenna is 11, I think I get b3 for e maths is damn stupid of me la.wad an idot, who gets b for maths. Dun wanna talk abt a maths.
I just want thank god for the results that were better than expected and without his grace and his divine strength that gave me the perseverance to chiong for the exam, and the wisdom he has provided me.
Song of the day.
The way I feel tonight- bay city rollers
Turn the music way down low
Let me see you in the glow
In the fire light you are shining
Though it's much too soon to know
If this love I feel will grow
Let's take tonight to start out finding
'Cause the way I feel tonight
Everything will be alright
I will keep your candle burning
Oh yes the way I feel tonight
Everything will be alright
And the way I feel tonight - I love you
Close the door and turn the key
Open up your heart to me
I can see your love light glowing
Let your body melt in mine
Let us taste each others wine
Till the cup is over flowing
'Cause the way I feel tonight
Everything will be alright
I will keep your candle burning
Oh yes the way I feel tonight
Everything will be alright
And the way I feel tonight - I love you
(fades with chorus - Baby I love you)
Monday, 5 February 2007
-22:45
Whoooooo! Im lazy to blog. Haha
Song of the day
I’m Your Angel- r Kelly and celine dion
No mountain's too high for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No river's too wide for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray
[R. Kelly]
And then you will see the morning will come
And every day will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see
[Both]
1 - I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel
[R. Kelly]
I saw your teardrops and I heard you cry
All you need is time
Seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day
[Celine]
And then you will see the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears just cast them on me
How can I make you see?
Repeat 1
[R ] And when it's time to face the storm
[Celine] I'll be right by your side
[R ] Grace will keep us safe and warm
[Celine] And I know we will survive
And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
[R ] (The end is drawing near)
[Celine] Don't you dare give up the fight
[R ] (Oh no)
[Celine] Just put your trust beyond the skies
