lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, 19 February 2007
-09:52
Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of her on the street....just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect. For that split second that you've locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say 'make this last forever, only and just this moment forever and ever'. But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss her, how much you still love her...and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can't make someone love you…..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!
Dong dong dong chiang!
I hereby wish everybody a happy Chinese new year. As for angpaos, u can wait long long.
I think I never blog for very long le, but that’s because I in Malaysia ma. HAH. That’s just a bullshit excuse. I just lazy to blog. Haha
So I shall start on
Friday 16 feb
I woke up today and planned to go back to TK go see the Chinese new year concert ma. So I go call jian, cause I know he confirm sleeping 1, and I was correct. So as usual we were late la, but nevermind la, the concert was not that fantastic anyway la, so I think we were quite lucky to miss the first part. Unluckily for us, we still kenna must hear the princess of act-cutes, the i-dunno-wads-her-name-the-chinese-teacher who sing the song with the boy playing guitar. She sing so high, until I cannot hear. Like that sing for wad. Afterward the counsellor come and give orange. Hahah. Then we both ask for 1 packet, surprisingly ah, they got give. Must be Jians charm at work.. hehehe.
Then afterthat play soccer, quite fun ba.
In the afternoon go home then must get ready to go to Malaysia. Go home then chiong around to look for clothes and stuff to bring. In the end left abt 4 plus like that. Drove all the way to KL, reached my uncles house at bout 930[atnight]. Eated some hor fun, but was not fun at all.
Saturday 17 feb
Woke up super early to try to beat the jam to penang. But sadly the try is good, but still kenna must wait in the jam there. Sian. Sit the car 2 hours nia, only go until Rawang, which is this town on the outskirts of KL. Go there to eat WAN TON MEE by the roadside. After that feeling warm and toasty from the tea c. go back to the car sit. But when we go back to the highway, still go jam. So just sit in the car and stone lor. Then somemore raining. Look out of the window also see blur blur thing. I took out the eragon book and read. In the end I finish the book also haven reach yet. It took 8 plus hours to reach JURU, the place where my grandma stays. Along the way, we passed a reststop. Power man, the car like park until 1 km out from the actuall reststop. I bet the toilet must be chao ka ai si [smelly until can die]. So in the end never stop there, tahan[tolerate] abit 30 km later then stop. Normally the journey take abt 3 to 4 hours, this time take 8 power.
Go there and eat lunch, very very late lunch. I tell you man the kway teow soup super power. The soup is clear soup made by putting red date in the water and boil. It taste like water. All the topping is vegetarian. Even the fishcake also fake 1, like got the taste but dun have the taste. Go even fake lard. Whahaha. Power
In the evening the whole family gathered for reunion dinner. The dinner also vegetarian 1. they got replacement for everything la. Fake pig kidney, fake small fish, fake fish cake, fake chicken, fake duck. Sadly to say they taste like the real deal.
Sunday 18 feb
Today is the collect angpao day. So everyone come my grandma house to visit. No need to go visit also can get angpao. Powerful man. I think if I stay there longer my Cantonese can sure improve 1. everyone like talking dunno wad dialect. But mostly is talking and asking how tall am i. wAHAHAHAH :]
There got all the touching advertisement on tV by petronas. Ahah. Saddening man. Serious. Also got all the lame movies. Lunch and dinner was also vegetarian.
Monday 19 feb
Woke up early today to chong all the way home to Singapore. Wake up like 730, say goodbye to everybody and off we went. Today I also realised that the food at swensens suck. I also dunno why. At night went to chong at Gabby godsis house.had fun there. Ahaha
Song of the Day
Have You Ever- Brandy
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything uh to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
Do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to you
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get to you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep
